Tuesday, June 28, 2005 . call me a safe bet, i`m betting i`m not...

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am.

And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.

A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone.

Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.

If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way.
And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out.
It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed.

Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget...

You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins.

Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.


Jon rambling at 28.6.05
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005 . morrissey....

hmmm been feeling quite shitty today... and i think my blood pressure went up a lil... went hospital for my routine today and took blood pressure test... woah wonder wat is the reason sia... anyway been drinking alot lately... almost everynight... and having very late nights... maybe these are the reasons...

anyway... the soul is tired... guess only merv knows wat it means now...

i dun feel the groove for my project 3... because of the limitation to only english... alot of things are foggy now... the drama wouldn't be whole because of this... sucks...

feeling tired very easily these few days... never had this kind of feeling before... i didnt slp alot but at least it used to be enuff.. now it doesnt seem so...

i`m experiencing writer's block... nothing seem to flow inside when i need a whole lot of ideas... so its quite a bad time for me... hmmm anyone knows how to unblock this writer's block???


Jon rambling at 14.6.05
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Friday, June 10, 2005 . take care my brothers...

to sal, mig and nig... its their big day... 3 less ppl to hang out with... we`ll only get to sit around and drink on weekends... it`ll be boring without u guys... have fun ... i know u will... take care guys...

last 3 days were dedicated to these guys... especially sal... been drinking with him everynight for the past 3 days... i`ll see u at hideout 2 weeks later... with merv, hopefully the twins... and the ppl u love!!!!

in one day... 3 of my close friends will be gone... i know i dun know u guys as long as merv does... but the 4 of u are the ones i tell the most about... u guys are the closest to me... for awhile... i will miss talking to u guys... nig ah nig... i haven talk to u for damn long!!!!!!


Jon rambling at 10.6.05
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005 . the party!!!!

yup... so last night we had a party for sal and the twins nig and mig... for they will be going for bmt on friday... at first it was at mel's place.. food was good... didnt drink much yet... then we moved to sal's place and then julias and david went to buy more drinks and it was me julias, david and chris drinking... when it was 6 plus in the morning i left with merv and by the time the others left already leaving dan and wei jie slping there... it was quite a good gathering...

at merv's place took a shower and slept a while ... later on we gonna meet sal and dan in the evening for some dinner!!

i`ve heard things about u... i hope it wasnt over me... i really hope it wasnt over me... sigh


Jon rambling at 8.6.05
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Monday, June 06, 2005 . the most depressing song...

just ended two days of productions with rushes... now its the start of their idols drama... intensed... i have hospital appointment at 8, now's 9 ... overslept ... leaving soon....

anyway nice seeing old colleagues like jeff, nic and many more...

sch's pretty alright... i really like the project3 idea cos we thought about it and visualised the whole thing already.... and i really like it...

right now for my own script its still a myth.. thought of a couple new ideas and have a few others but none of them really satisfies me.... i need more ideas... right now its a brain dead period of time...

tuesdays the night... TUESDAYS THE NIGHT!!!!!!!


Jon rambling at 6.6.05
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