why does everything seem to be in a mess and i myself being so lost in everything around me... walking on the street feeling all alone... it scares ... i dun find myself being interested in anything at the moment, its like i`ve lost grip of myself where every second ticks with no purpose or aim.. why do i succumb to the devil every time and proof his triumph over my will... i cant feel or maybe i dunno what to feel ... i hope i`ll find jon back... i have to...
PS: thanks yihan, rachel, manda, quek, merv (n other half) for the muffin with fries... i may not show it but i truly appreciate it.. thanks guys...
a birthday in tekong camp is gonna suck really painful and bad... i love yu mum..
w000hoo field camp is over... and yes there were wild boars everynight visiting us (how nice of them!) and while we were training there were colourful snakes (how nice!) right beside us when we were lying flat during practice firing movement... field camp is fun other than the fact that we cant bath (other than using powder) oh but we were given a short bath from tap on the 4th day which was really the best bath ever!!! REALLY!! i`m feeling listless.. sad and emoooooooo ... dunhill menthol frost is.. nice..
world's fastest indian is good and superman returns is just ballocks..
everything's too cold..
offroading was damn fun yesterday, in prompt to decision but it was good... poptart and soccer match at phuture was good... meet up with old friends was good... food at grandma's was good... but the cough is baddd... happy birthday to gerv the moh... and jean...
sometimes i feel booking out is jin troublesome... lines of buses wait for us at the bus interchange to send us in but when sending us out is like 1 or 2 bus on service.. WTF!
my platoon got really funny ppl... i shan't elaborate but just by talking about them in the bunks we can kill a few good days...
haven been catching up with any frens... sian.... com`on ppl....!!!
