hmmm chanced upon this book in kino and it reminded me of CARNIVALE the series on HBO.. mystical and fantasy makes a good story for me...
hmmm not sure if i can book out the next few weeks cos i created some trouble in camp... oh well hur.. i think i wanna take the fm2 out and go roam around and shoot soon.. hmmm so many things happened the past few days.. its quite stunning... i really felt that god kept me alive (from that incident), yea i could've died.. but somehow he didn't let me... can't elaborate here but yea thats pretty much about it..
been thinking alot because of all these happenings including my fellow cadet's mum who just passed away after hari raya (malay). i kept thinking how much he would've rather be in my shoes than be in the state where he is now (who wouldn't?) .. so afterall i`m not going thru the worse... thats my consolation for myself..
noone will remember someone who is noone...
noone remembers you for the little things you do..
the consolation is there are always a handful who's true..
whom you`ll probably see at the end of the road when your time comes...
but all's a chase of wind..
but its ok, at least you knew how to feel...
though the feeling might not be that pleasant but still..
you beat those who wants a slightest drop of happiness to drip and flow into their lives..
you beat them hands down..
you ask and seek for good things in life, car, job, companion...
but when your death bed draws near, they will start to shatter...
they will definitely shatter...
blown away by a breeze and just a breeze...
i wouldn't say its a fun filled one but much has happened... nothing like enchanted fairytales that sort of shit.. but neither was it that bad... i always believe in telling or listening bout the bad ones first so bad one it shall be:
canon dv fest called last min and said my tape was faulty which doesnt play sound and i had to rush out one before wed.. was pretty choked out on that one because it was really last min... lots of assignments given during this supposing long weekend which make it seems no difference.. and most of us dunno what the shit freak the assignment wants out of us.. some ppl pissssed the balls off me (almost).. its times like this you see who's true and whose plastic..
and now the good:
i got to spend quite some time with mum bringing her around buying things.. and i got to sort out some pretty sticky situation i got myself in for 3 months or so.. finally its over and its good because its been a phase whereby my anti-conscience took over me for that long time.. there was no zouk no home club this bookout which is good? i dunno but i drank abit at KC's bbq and it was good.. I wont say i totally got off the cigarettes but i cut down alot and i mean ALOT (maybe because i didnt club)... caught up with some frens i haven seen for quite some time and its all good.. i think...
this is quite a long one for me.. so i shall end it now..
haha i was browsing and i saw this.. its damn freaking cute.. like fun fair rides...
toycar
full advert for this car is at: http://www.sgcarmart.com/main/info-nH2VDER-1007.html
i`ll get it if its still available when i have that kind of money... its damn hippy la... austin mini.. hahahahahhaha
i bought the first Gucci in my 20 years of life... (sad huh) haha but its for my mum... brought her to the optician cos i was making new specs and she complained of how the sun hurt her eyes.. and she chose one.. gucci (then again i think all those the opticians let her choose were gucci ones).. i didnt dare to tell her how much it cost until i paid for it otherwise she sure dun want.. hmm so suddenly i feel broke.. haha
chanced upon some old cds and found them... nice...
field camp was as expected.. a shagg us out experience..
got to book out last night(fri) but had nowhere to go.. cos by the time i got home it was 12ish.. and that sux... i just slept it away...
its a long weekend... but we have so many assignments i`d rather not have this long weekend... mission plannings and shit... oh well...
Leslie Low, frontman of The Observatory finally came up with his own album, worm... went to check out his live performance yesterday at the art house and was surprised they still remember me... his new album is reflective and really chilly and emoish... the room was fully packed and it was really nice... saw familiar faces there and caught up with em... got the album right before the performance started and it wasn't disappointing at all... far from it...
nice..
its been a month... pretty fast i would say.. but the shit is just beggining.. monday i`m going back to tekong... for section fieldcamp... then there's platoon field camp,all that kind of stuff.. hur... and in 2 months time i`ll get my vocation which i dun really know which i really want...
things are pretty fucked up.. dunno why either.. its ok...
regimental lifestyle really isnt the way for me...
i guess at the very end.. i`ll have to pick that coin up and slot it in by myself...
at the very end.. i`ll have to read off the numbers and dial them myself...
