things seem so screwed up, so messy and so abrupt... she wanted to give me up but came back and asked for more, when she couldnt take it she gave me up again but again she came back. i told her i needed more time to pull through this period of time, she said she`ll wait but time and time again she forced me for answers and say things i didnt mean. its getting so difficult to talk to her.. i cant give her any promises and i`m tired of being seem as not putting in effort or attention.... i cant stay at home and stop thinking about this matter which is why i tried to stay out longer with merv and nigel... after yesterday, the things she forced me to say just so she could get over me left me really disappointed ... but even so after i said u called and ask to try again... i`m really in pain now... if possible... i dun want you to love me anymore...
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