ok its 830 and i just got home from a shoot since yesterday afternoon 330... meaning it was a 19 plus hrs shoot... i think its my second longest... longest was 20 plus hrs... but i find this time round more sehh... dunno why...
anyway it was with royston tan, ha the gaffer and grip were ppl i worked with in rushes ... slack and bert... first person i stepped into the suite was slack and he came and shook my hand and all aha.. anyway the shoot is for OSIM new tv commercial... its very nice, the treatment of the whole tvc... and all the girls inside are damn pretty... when i say girls i dun include the auntie...
its the first time i work with zhao wei... well dunno what they think of me also ... but hope got more chance to expose to diff things...
and so it is.....
internship is over.... i miss everything back in office... miss working ... but oh well...
anyway went back to sch to do my subject add drop and changing of module timeslots... and surprisingly this time round everything i wrote there was given to me... and also merv, yh and a few others... 1st day back in sch a few ppl couldnt recognise me... some even say i lost weight.... rarrr...
heard about project3... 30 mins drama or documentary... adrenaline pumping... anyway i hope we can choose our own group...
i was rather happy the whole day... until justt just some air holes have to ruin it all... ok why was i so happy???
saw rui en!!! she waved!!! and we talked !!! for like a while only la though...
and the tvc for the mag has only some minor changes to make... it`ll be aired on wed after i make the changes...
then i went back to davis to get strings for Jeff's guitar that will be used in the drama... so meaning saw janet again... and today she seem to be very chirpy... and revealed a very TEH side of her...
after that collected my amp....
thats about all...
so restringed it this morning with the help of Glen, but something was wrong and so we went davis and found out that my guitar neck was warped... OMG... so i left it there to service for a while... and all is good... oh and janet from davis is nice... very nice....
now its 4 am... been doing the tvc for the mag and the poster for the ymca shit till now... finally its all done...
i felt a lil lost at the end of the day... when everything was over... walking with everything running thru my head... it hurt like hell all of a sudden but was ok in an instance... i dunno what it was... that made me numb again... all i felt at that moment was to just sit down and leave the world behind...
everyone's trying to deal with their own problems... ppl brokedown and cried, ppl walking away with sadness in their eyes but live their lives in denial...
i`m not being bothered by history... i just wanna live each day as it is... like its the last...
i feel drifted from god... and i disgraced him... i dunno how to ask for forgiveness from him after so many times i did... each time i place the crucifix around my neck, i wonder if i should... could i ... should i???
this whole ymca shit is driving me crazy... i really going to become a no life man.... arrrrr
so today my ILO came to my office and visited me... hmmm i think Haziel commented about my way of wearing pants... and i`m nuts over rui en... hmmm oh well but i think so far they are pleased with my performance? i hope so at least....
met the homeless peeps but had to rush back home to do the ymca thing... sucks...
now its 5.11 am ... just got out from showers..... haven slept since previous night... its not that bad...
recce for location was a bitch because of the hot weather... 35 degrees... but manage to find interesting secluded places...
met sal, merv and dan at toys `r` us in forum and after that sal went home and dan left.... sal came back later and we went to esplanade there to take some photos... seriously i dun think i`m using the fotos because it didnt turn out the way i expected ... i dunno how to put it... but thanks alot man sal! and merv for going as well...
after that went to watch 1.40 am show ... guess who... JIN LAME ar.... been wearing contacts non stop the past two days... bad for the eyes man... i feel the pain.... gotta refrain from wearing em a couple of days...
