Tuesday, February 22, 2005
. my room is my battlefield..
once i sit in front of my com... the lonliness and fucked up feeling kicks in... a feeling that i hate so much... i couldnt take it last night and broke off... i really wish people will talk to me... so i wont feel so fucked up....
hung out with sal and merv for a while and when we were going home i felt shitty again... sigh... really tired of all the sch shit and some of the people whom were once close to me are getting distant and i dun like that .... i fucking do wanna make that kind of effort.... haiz...
Jon rambling at 22.2.05
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