so this morning went to pay my great grandfather respect. probably the last time at the tomb.. under the rules of government we have to cremate the remains and put them in the so called "condos" for the ashes.. took many photos to try and keep the memories of what has been a routine for me for the past at least 12 or 13 years.. maybe more... i cant even remember when i started going...
went for evening mass and it was rather solemn... at least thats how i feel... felt like crap when i was praying after i went to recieve blessing from deacon ... many things spurred up... the death of our holy father, and the feeling of being really useless and lousy made me felt really emo about everything... i dunno how long "that" thing is going to haunt me... but more importantly how long it will be haunting the others... sigh
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