i felt a lil lost at the end of the day... when everything was over... walking with everything running thru my head... it hurt like hell all of a sudden but was ok in an instance... i dunno what it was... that made me numb again... all i felt at that moment was to just sit down and leave the world behind...
everyone's trying to deal with their own problems... ppl brokedown and cried, ppl walking away with sadness in their eyes but live their lives in denial...
i`m not being bothered by history... i just wanna live each day as it is... like its the last...
i feel drifted from god... and i disgraced him... i dunno how to ask for forgiveness from him after so many times i did... each time i place the crucifix around my neck, i wonder if i should... could i ... should i???
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