Tuesday, December 27, 2005
. bullcrap...
so it isnt quite that true or at least it doesnt work for me, the used "today i fell and felt better".. i did fall but i didnt exactly feel much better... not even the loss of a piece of meat on my right shin can subside or divert much of the feelings onto the pain, it wasnt as painful as the 6:19 i did on ECP (merv and mig) will know but i loss more blood cos the wound is deeper. ha act funny la act funny somemore...! but it feels quite consoling when feeling pain...at least it feels alive...
so yes after the party at hayl's the crappy feeling sunk in... or more descriptively while waiting in the car for julius to pick up his'.
just went back to look at my last short film's production stills and thougt maybe i`ll upload a couple..
when everything you do is a balloon, even the playground is dull...

when emo is awesome, the rain stops falling... u`ll start bleeding...

if things dun turn out so complicated, would it die? or maybe its just me? or maybe its not... maybe i feel too many things, maybe its because theres nothing i should feel thats why the emptiness, maybe i should just go and slp... maybe maybe, maybmemories...
Jon rambling at 27.12.05
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