i dreaded this feeling... took some time to get over it... and i did... then that dreaded feeling seem like a long awaited friend... visiting me again... now its back on me ... happening again... this time round... wonder how long its gonna stay?? i feel like an empty husk... i feel indecisive now... somehow...
wat a bad timing that my contract ended... with axn.. now i`m waiting for 2 other projects which are on hand... wheres the work when i needed them the most... to consume me... to be my time consumer... when being alone doesnt make me feel that alone at all... it doesnt seem like the world is being friendly anymore... sent out emails and msgs remains unreplied.. everything in the house appears how it should happen... funny i`m typing all these and the tears wont sieze flow...
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