i`m back ... was happy to see my mum when i reached home.. but it also made me think of some 10 or 11 years back when i saw her weep in the living room alone in the dark... it reminded me of how her sill looked like from the lights from the window... its a sight i will never forget... i forgot how it all began... i`ve never known how it began in the first place... and some 6 years back when something dad said while driving me to the sch made me hide myself in the sch toilet and cried for fucking hours... i yelled at her and screamed at her.. rebelled and did all i shouldnt have done.. she forgave and probably forgot.. i never will... while driving home from the airport just now... dad talked to me about mum missing me while i was away... was happy to see my mum when i reached home..
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